We never become
The space between who we are
and who we want to be
not poetic
friction
The sound of yourself
failing in real time
mid-sentence
It’s knowing better
But muscle over mind
Call it growth
Call it upward
Circling
Returning
Sometimes even worse
with slightly better language
Every time I get close
I out shift the line
And so
Almost kinder
Almost steady
Becoming is not beautiful
Becoming
Becoming
Grieving
.